Internet, I have a confession. I wanted to vacuum my dining room (no, that's not the confession), and Tray was busy outside. Rather than going outside and asking him to watch Penny while I vacuumed, I attempted to do it while she was in the house with me. She ran around into the hallway and I let her go thinking she would be ok. When I finished vacuuming (which didn't take me long - it's a small area), I checked on her and she was cowering behind a box in the hallway crying and crying. When she saw me she ran to me SO upset. I felt awful! I didn't know she had been crying because I couldn't hear her over the vacuum cleaner. I shouldn't have tried to do it while she was in the house. Oh, I hated to have scared her so bad - and then to be the one she ran to for comfort even though I caused the fear made me feel even more guilty somehow. Poor kid; she was really scared. I feel so bad!
I think she's over it though...
Despite my horrible parenting skills, she's doing well. She has done a bunch of new things this week. Heretofore she has managed to put a sock on and off, but this week she managed to put on a pair of pants by herself (or, almost by herself - I helped the last little bit). She put them on backwards, but I didn't tell her. She was so proud of herself. She also ate a bowl of applesauce all by herself with a spoon the right way, without once turning the spoon over to put it in her mouth upside down and spilling applesauce everywhere. Then today, she and I shared a bowl outside this afternoon. I started by feeding her spoonfuls. She took the spoon and instead of feeding herself she started feeding me. She was so serious about it too. You could see the concentration and she fed me each bite. Tray laughed and asked if I felt like I was in a nursing home or something being fed applesauce. Oh! And she started waving for real. At least I think. She has had two brief periods of waving that didn't last long, but yesterday and today she's been waving at people, or stuffed animals, or totally inanimate objects. And it is the cutest little wave too. My gracious it's cute. Lastly, her imagination is really starting up. She took a piece of waffle this morning and made it jump up and down on her plate and she said it was a horse and she made it say, "neigh." Also this morning we were going down the stairs off our back deck and she said, "I see an alligator." I said, "Oh? I see that alligator too." (just being polite). She got scared and wanted me to pick her up so I had to backtrack and tell her there was no alligator and that I didn't see one (so I'm 0-2 on the scaring her thing this weekend). Oh, she's a mess.